Changes

Change scares the heck out of me!

I don’t like moving, starting a new life, or any of that. I like things to stay the way they are and I absolutely love my comfort zone. The thought of change makes me lose sleep and consumes my thoughts. It’s not an experience that I enjoy.

If I’m being honest, part of me doesn’t even like to travel. The unknown is something that I don’t feel comfortable with. While I do love seeing and experiencing new places, the process of getting there and the disruption to my routine is stressful.

I wish I was the type of person who thrived on new experiences and adventure and a small part of me does, but more often than not, I am unable to focus on the positive because I’m consumed with the unknown variables.

Thankfully, I am not alone. God blessed me with the most amazing partner in life. My husband is the perfect complement to my stressed, comfort zone craving, self.

He has this ability to look at situations from the most amazing perspective and help guide me to see it that way too. Having him to calm the storm in my head that surrounds the idea of change is something I will forever be grateful for. He always reminds me that I am not in the situation alone and that God has a plan for us.

With Josh and the guidance of God, I know that no matter what lies before me, I will be just fine!